i feel sick.
its like a disease filling up my brain
demons racing through my mind
am i supposed to feel this pain?
stress me out, you stretch me out
then cut me up, and rip it out
everything that i used to know
took a trip right out the window
maybe you're just not aware
of what you're doin to my head
one day my heart is light as air
the very next day it's clogged with lead
i want to take you on a tour
through the wreckage of my peace of mind
you can put it back together
do me a favor, just one time
this is what brought me to where i am
screaming things you don't understand
go on a mindsick trip with me
you don't need answe
do you ever wonder
how you're supposed to identify
what the other person is feeling
when they build walls around their psyche
social barriers
that are unbreakable
yet you can't be denied
failure can't be an option
but it's always the end result
unspoken desires, intentions
they are always washed away.
To the best of your knowledge
you have never seen a creature like this
something that you hate to love
and desperately want to hate
the aroma, the voice, the eyes, the touch,
all screaming and wailing
from the deepest corners of your darkened mind
these midnight demons
that you can't get out of your head
it's almost an ob
try i might but i cant break away
from all the hate that seems
to build up
and then it breaks me down
people that try to understand
they don't realize
that i just might explode
that all this breaking down
it might just build me up
into something you won't understand
they "know" they're better
and yet it seems
they're the only ones
stupid enough
to "know" that they're better
it's just ridiculous
the amount of conformity that people could reach
to appear normal
to fit in
to blend in
and then they fade out
try i might but i cant break away
from all the hate that seems
to build up
and then it breaks me down
people that try to understand
they don't realize
that i just might explode
that all this breaking down
it might just build me up
into something you won't understand
they "know" they're better
and yet it seems
they're the only ones
stupid enough
to "know" that they're better
it's just ridiculous
the amount of conformity that people could reach
to appear normal
to fit in
to blend in
and then they fade out
do you ever wonder
how you're supposed to identify
what the other person is feeling
when they build walls around their psyche
social barriers
that are unbreakable
yet you can't be denied
failure can't be an option
but it's always the end result
unspoken desires, intentions
they are always washed away.
To the best of your knowledge
you have never seen a creature like this
something that you hate to love
and desperately want to hate
the aroma, the voice, the eyes, the touch,
all screaming and wailing
from the deepest corners of your darkened mind
these midnight demons
that you can't get out of your head
it's almost an ob